ANYWHERE BUT HERE

WISE WORDS

2011-08-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

Hello my lovely bloggy wiggy.

Here I found something that could make me speechless from Pak Mario Teguh facebook profile.

Mengapa?
Oh dia membuatmu jatuh cinta
dan setelah leleh hatimu
dalam harapan indah bersamanya
dengan santai dia mengabaikanmu
bak boneka perca yang usang dan lusuh.
Memang tak terperikan
pedihnya pengabaian oleh orang yang kau cintai,
tapi bukankah ini sebuah berkah
bahwa dibukakan keasliannya
yang keji sekarang,
dan tidak nanti
saat engkau tak mungkin selamat
dari pengkhianatannya?
Sesungguhnya
engkau sedang disendirikan
agar engkau meluhurkan pekertimu
bagi cinta yang baru.

After had found those words above, still I searched some words which could made me speechless and voila! Seems like these words below have the same meaning with the words above.

Terkadang, Anda membutuhkan The Golden Goodbye. Tuhan menciptakan Anda sebagai jiwa yang dikasihi-Nya, yang tidak direncanakan untuk dinistai oleh orang lain atas nama cinta. Jika dia mencintai Anda, dia tidak akan mampu menyakiti Anda, atau merendahkan Anda, dan tidak akan mengkhianati Anda dan mengatakan bahwa Anda adalah sebab dari pengkhianatannya. Perpisahan dari orang seperti itu adalah perpisahan emas. The Golden Goodbye. Anda berhak untuk berbahagia. Tegaslah.

And I searched over and over again until I found someone whom I guessed she's a girl asked pak Mario "Pak Mario, mengapa lelaki selalu melukai hatiku?" And Pak Mario answered:

Memang ada sejenis makhluk yang kelihatannya seperti laki-laki, yang kesenangannya adalah melukai hati wanita, dengan rayu janji cinta yang akan mereka khianati. Maka janganlah engkau berlaku seperti membetulkan kalimat, bahwa “Lelaki dilahirkan untuk berdusta, dan wanita dilahirkan dengan keluguan untuk mempercayainya.” Janganlah melulu mencari lelaki yang baik. Perbaikilah caramu mempercayai lelaki.

OMG. Reading of what Pak Mario said make me realized. I was wrong all this time. I always blame the one who hurts me. I really want to fix it but I don't know how to fix it. I-am-just-a-dumb-silly-little-girl-who-hurts-myself. I wanna scream out loud after this, but for what? All I have to do know is waiting for another second chance. Orz.

Sorry readers, I'm just trying to get rid of my "galau" at this very time. Pardon me if I posted something itchy in your eyes.

DIRGAHAYU INDONESIA

2011-08-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

DIRGAHAYU REPUBLIK INDONESIA!
Happy 66th birthday for my country, Indonesia.
I wish Indonesia to be better for good than before.
Not only able to catch terrorist, but also can catch the criminals.
Not only can say, but also prove their words.
Not only can promise, but also keep their promises.
Not only government officials who are enjoying prosperity and independence,
but also ordinary peoples can enjoy them all.
Freedom is a condition when citizen life is prosperous.
Citizen stands for all people who live in the country.
Not only they who are rich and powerful, but also the poor one.
Not only they who live in the city, but also they who live in the village.
We are not different, we have no difference, we are all the same.
We have the same status, as an Indonesian. Don't let everything change up our mind.
Don't let egoism lead up our mind. We need to change for good.
Let us change Indonesia to be better for the good.
Let us eradicate corruption and terrorism in Indonesia.
We are the young generation of Indonesia, which means Indonesia's future is in our hand.
2011 spirits have to be more powerful and bigger than 1945 spirits!
Merdeka Indonesiaku! Jaya selalu! Dirgahayu Republik Indonesia ke-66!

ANOTHER FIRST MEET UP

2011-08-16T03:06:00.000-07:00

Hello my bloggy wiggy. Hello readers. Cheers!

I oftenly change my blog and I guess this is my 5th blog.

Wait, because I often change my blog doesn't mean I'm not a faithful woman.

I change my blog oftenly because I easily get bored with my blog, just my blog.

So here are my 5th blog and I wish this is the last change.

I write everything here. Please, enjoy :)